不够成熟

BY2 - 不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以後

离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以後才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以後

离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以後才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起 说过的永远

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

谢谢你们

虽然已经过了几天 心情还是无法平静下来

只要一想到 还是会心痛 还是会哭

但是要谢谢我身边的人 鼓励我振作 不要伤心

尤其是我的妈妈，伯母，我的朋友们婷，苓，敏和莹等

对不起 让你们伤心了

我会慢慢收拾心情 然后坚强的 答应你们

在报章上看到了一则写境

“傻女人是个宝”

在爱情里，什么样的女人可称为傻女人？当然是为了挚爱付出一切，

就算痛苦也甘愿领受，伴着泪水一起吞咽而下

傻女人的必备条件就是她爱上的，肯定不是个好男人

如果是个好男人，能为女人带来幸福，这女人也不傻了。

而这个男人也不一定是坏男人，可能只是有些无可奈何，力不从心

真的是这样吗？

那我真的甘愿成为傻女人

为了挚爱而付出

我想说的是 我愿意等你回来

我会好好的 ^^

不知什么时候
开始有了变化
虽然说，我尊重他的决定

但是一开始知道的时候 我却崩溃了

因为我从来没想过会是这样的结果

我哭了好久

停了再哭 累了再睡 醒了再哭

一年半的感情，不能那么容易得忘记

毕竟 那段时光对我来说

是真的很幸福 很难忘

做不成情人

至少还能做朋友 我该满足了

可是我还是会等他回来

别人也许会认为我很傻

为什么还要等他回来呢？

可是我只想要他 其他的看不上眼了

所以我决定等他回来

虽然不知道他还会回来吗？可是我会等他

毕竟 他在我心中占了很大的地位

真的忘不了那一段日子

恢复原本的生活啦

告诉自己 我一定要活得快乐

也许 下一次还能继续我们的缘分 ^^

所以，依雯要加油哦

我会好好的

随缘

偶然，我发现这世界真的好奇妙

人可能会在一个不知情的情况下，失去了一个朋友

却也可以在一个很奇妙的情况下结交了新朋友

亦能在一个情况下和一个陌生人结下恶缘

怎么说呢？

Hmm...我的死党再上个星期的假期时，和家人出国旅游去了

结果 >.< 本小姐在星期四补习时，独自一个人听课 可怜呐

但是也因为这个原因，让我结识了两个新朋友

原来，只要一个轻轻的微笑

就会让人觉得容易亲近，然后..........

就有新朋友了噢 ^^

也许是缘分吧

星期五的补习班，我又遇到了那两位新朋友

我们又坐在一起 两位新朋友都很关照我呢

休息节的时候 还给我零食 xP

当然啦，我结交新朋友并不是为了零食啦 hee

话说回来

我原本有一位很要好的朋友

但是 不知为什么 我们渐行渐远的

到后来 干脆也没和对方联络了

我始终还是不知道是什么原因

只是觉得她变了好多 变得并不是我认识的那个她了

随缘吧

也许在某年某月的某一日

我们再见到对方时 又会很要好的朋友呢？天知道

然后嘛，最后一个故事是发生在我妈的身上

那一天是星期六早上，妈妈带着我们一起去吃点心

填饱肚子后，我们便往停车位走去

当时妈妈在和我说话

我们走过电动门的时候

突然间，电动门关了起来

不幸的事，竟然撞到了我的妈妈

妈妈生气了

要知道，人生气的时候总会骂人吧

妈妈当时一气之下就骂了一句

“ bo akal eh”

肇事者的其中一个大块头uncle就对我们说

“sorry”

但是太迟了嘛

我妈刚开口说 bo ..

大块头uncle才说 sorry

我妈妈说的 "bo akal eh " 理所当然的比sorry 快传到对方的耳朵了

结果大块头就和我们吵架

大块头: " 我都和你说 sorry 了，你还骂我 bo akal?"

我妈妈 : " 你以为你一句sorry，就okay 了哦?

大块头:" bo okay then anzua?你告诉我"

我妈妈 :" 如果你撞死人，说一句sorry 就无罪释放啊？"

妈妈说完后，关上车门

扬尘而去

Our date on 15 March

We went out for a date to watch Alice In Wonderland at Gurney on monday and

met a lot of friends that day xP i think most of them also watch the same movie as we do..

lol..we bought the tickets at the day before our dates ne ..yee

After out movie,we went to Sakae Sushi to have out dinner..hee..laogong said he gonna spent quite a lot of money since we so long didnt went out le >.<

sorry o laogong chai..need to spent a lot of money on that day..

We ordered quite a lot of food ne..eat until so full xP

never try the ice creams before..so we ordered it..quite delicious oO

pic 1 pic 2

This is the cucumber that laogong dont like to eat

pic 1,is only few slices of cucumber..

pic 2,my laogong pity me because i eat cucumber only

so he added a slices of fish for me ..naughty laogong >.<

After dinner,we went to find my god bro who works in Haegen Dazz at Pulau Tikus.

We ordered Banana Split and share share together le xP

after paying for the bill,we only noticed that we kena tipu ald >.<

yee....my god bro said we will get 25% discount if we go eat ice creams

manatau no discount for us wor..

but nevermind la..because i really enjoy our date ^^

Laogong,i really miss you so much oO

after this date,i dont know when we can go out le

because both of us will be quite busy after school reopen

hope that i can go out with laogong many many times gor oO >.<

muakz,i love you so much o laogong

Jayvon forever

2009 is going to the end so as our HOLIDAY !

Aikz..i really dont have the mood to study gor oO >.<

But bo huat lerh ..this year is the most important year for me !

is the year that i'm going to sit for the STPM !!

Arhhhh..after school reopen,need to attend for the tuition classes ..

like mad people between the month of August - October

then need to crack our head during November and December

but then after that ...we will free....Bwahahhaaha xP

I would like to say thanks to my laogong...

thanks for created many memorable day for me during the 2009

Every time we have our date,some funny stuff will happened and always make us keep on laughing xP

Laogong,i really enjoy when going out with you

After school reopen,both of us will be quite busy with our study le..

I will miss laogong so much >.<

but we must gampateh oO ^^ for our future ..jia you jiao you o laogong..

and i hope that we can stil go out during the holiday..Muakz..

I love you so much oO laogong..Jayvon forever

Out going with laogong + friends

Today,my laogong and I went to Queensbay Mall with my friends,LinMei and SiewYing.

The girls wana go skating and they asked me along but i heard that our legs will become very

smelly after skating de wor >.<

No way !!I dowan smelly legs neh !

I then declined their invitation and went to OldTown to have a lunch with Laogong while waiting

the two girls to finish their skating.

Two of us ordered a kaya & butter roti,a peanut & butter roti， minced chicken rice,a french fries basket >.<

Wah so full oO >.<

After finish our lunch,we went to meet LinMei and SiewYing.

Poor SiewYing used 10mins to persuade her mom to let her go for fish spa xD

And finally her mom agreed ..yea !

* You see >.<>

*Take a photo with laogong while waiting them toilet-ing

*Piggy washing her legs xP

I know our legs are quite beautiful,bak suit suit and wat luit luit xD

so we help the shop to promote their fish spa and attrates so many people neh xP

but is too bad that we didnt earn any money for that free advertisement ..sob

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*smile..chik chiak xD take a photo together while fish spa-ing

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The worker take a photo for us before we leave the shop Muakx ^^